Life support

June 6th 2015 I feel as if a hole has been ripped into me. I feel as if I'm nothing. I don't know what else I could of done. I thought I did all the right things. But I guess I was wrong. There's no words to describe any of this. I couldn't care less to attempt. Never been one to show emotion. Couldn't cry to save a life, yet my eyes are filled with droplets of thought, regrets, sadness, anger, what ifs, and questions. I can't help it. I've tried. I can't even talk to anyone about this because everyone I could have is no longer part of my life. -- Even in the darkest night, the sun has always risen --