Dear everyone,

I beg you, don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving, because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone, and it will be too late to try and get them back. Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn't mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped caring. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you. It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, and you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to say before... My biggest fear about my Past Love is that one day she & I will pass each other on the street and exchange fake smiles and an artificial conversation. I could fill a thousand pages telling Her how I felt and still she would not understand. Watching Her walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that I wanted so badly to be with the this person, how beautiful it really is when the right one comes along. If you ask me why I am so broken I simply respond, she’s my everything. I procrastinated proposing because I didn’t feel I was financially able to support us. In hindsight, I have one regret. -- Even in the darkest night, the sun has always risen --